Somebody kill me..Please.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 10:20AM

Drinking: water
Feeling: anxious
Hearing: you better pray by the red jumpsuit apparatus
Loving: food
Loathing: people
Reading: the beckoners by carrie mac
Wishing: my photoshop worked

I know there's supposed to be a new layout up, but disaster struck.. Someone had turned the power off my computer (not properly, just unplugged it) and while they did that Photoshop was open with the new layout. When I booted up the computer again the file was corrupted and wouldn't work and Photoshop kept freezing everytime I tried to anything anything. Whether it be opening a new canvas, a small picture, or even loading brushes.

So I reinstalled Photoshop, it didn't fix the problem. Then I remformatted my computer, still didn't help. I'm trying to redownload Photoshop right now, but it's proving more difficult than I thought.. I can't seem to find where to download the Adobe Download Manager. It's impossible to find.. So could anyone help me?

I have no idea why Photoshop is freezing like this and it's the first time this has ever happened to me. HELP!

Other than my Photoshop troubles there's been a new addition to the Sayarynth family; Steven at Burning Bright and I have a new affiliate Rina over at Unending Sanctuary. They're wonderful people with amazing talent, check them out!


Burning Bright. Unending Sanctuary.
Burning Bright. Unending Sanctuary.
Burning Bright. Unending Sanctuary.

Checking a pulse
Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 1:44PM

Drinking: water
Feeling: blaaaaah
Hearing: fire by 2NE1
Loving: summertime + big bang & 2NE1
Loathing: exams
Reading: my notes
Wishing: I had more time

So I basically died -Again. School work killed me and exams are starting on Tuesday, so after that I'm DONE! I've got a new site layout in mind and have been slowly working on it. It features my new obession (I use the term loosely): Big Bang and 2NE1. I used to be really into the whole asian music scene and then I just sorta of fell out of it when I lost interest in anime and manga and thought some of the music redundant. But recently I discovered these two bands, a boy band (big bang) and a girl band (2NE1). They're seriously awesome.

Since I've found new music I've also somewhat found some inspiration. It's the main reason as to why I haven't been too interested in updating I have a serious case of designer's block. And it's been going on for awhile, but I'm really trying to find my groove again but by the end of the week there will be some new material and hopefully a new look

amazing no?
Saturday, May 9, 2009 @ 5:16PM

Drinking: water
Feeling: restless
Hearing: how do you sleep by jesse mccartney feat. ludacris
Loving: nothing in particular
Loathing: tomorrow morning
Reading: romeo and juliet
Wishing: that I might be getting a phone

Told ya, I always have the randomest bursts of inspiration and make things. So I guess no hiatus! I don't know how I managed to do it, but I did. I made a few graphics for the site and I'm still in the process of making more. But first I'd like to apologize to everyone who has messaged, emailed or contacted me in any way, shape or form this past while. I've been very inactive and just haven't had the drive to answer or reply to anything. However I'm here and hopefully I'll be more responsive now.

My birthday (May 13th) is coming up and I'm actually looking forward to it. My parents had promised me a phone a while ago, but I don't think I'm getting one... Sadly, but I guess I'll have to deal. My family is visiting from everywhere. Litteraly. People from Florida, New York, Montreal, Toronto and other places that I can't think of right now are going to come! Even though they can get on my nerves sometimes, they're family right? Gotta love 'em.

As for updates, I just added a couple avatars and a banner. Not much but like I said, I'm still working I just wanted to get some up right now. More to come as the afternoon goes by and I'll see you guys later !

I can't believe I'm doing this.
Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 2:18AM

Drinking: water
Feeling: sleepy
Hearing: love struck by v factory
Loving: sleep
Loathing: plenty of things
Reading: romeo and juliet
Wishing: nothing in particular

It's like...2 o'clock in the morning. I can't seem to recall what time I went to sleep but I figure it was have been early. I have no idea why I'm awake but since I am, I figured I'd drop in and apologize for my recent absence. No, I didn't die; I've just been rather occupied with things to make graphics for the site. No word of a lie I do have a layout that needs some finishing touches that I will be posting. When however is were the problem starts.

Therefore since I don't know when the next time I'll update, or have time to actually work on anything I'm thinking of putting the site on an open hiatus. I don't want to because I usually end up suprising myself and updating; If you guys don't hear from me within the next two weeks then it'll be official.

just some blogging & advertising
Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 6:09PM

Drinking: water
Feeling: cold
Hearing: cross my heart by mariana's trench
Loving: nothing in particular
Loathing: homework
Reading: to kill a mocking bird by harper lee
Wishing: my hair would dry faster

So, I decided to just blog and get some of my mindless and unproductive energy out of me. So here I am . I swear as I get older I'm developing some sort of ADD. I don't have the attention span I used to and I can't concentrate on things for more than a certain amount of time. It sucks. Mainly because I can't get any of my school work done, like right now. I'm supposed to be answering chapter questions for the book To Kill a Mocking Bird, so far there have been twenty one chapters assigned, I haven't done a single one.

I guess the blame also falls on me, but. I can't seem to gather the will power to sit there and do it, and no it has nothing to do with my procrastinational issues. I don't even think that's a proper term... Anyway, I wanted to advertise a forum. A pretty sweet forum at that, it's called Virtuoso and is run by Spencer & Sabryna, go check it out and join, it's fun . I'm not extremely active, mainly because I don't have anything to say half the time. But I'm sure you do.


Virtuoso. Virtuoso. Virtuoso. Virtuoso.
Virtuoso. Virtuoso. Virtuoso. Virtuoso.
Virtuoso. Virtuoso. Virtuoso. Virtuoso.

resurrected!
Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 4:39PM

Drinking: water
Feeling: content
Hearing: cricket - england vs the west indies
Loving: my computer
Loathing: homework
Reading: to kill a mocking bird by harper lee
Wishing: my brushes would arrive already

Hey everyone! Yeah, long time since the scenery around here changed and now it has! I've been trying to make a new layout for this site for a while now but I never like the outcome of it. I don't know how I managed to make this one, but it's done and here it is! Nothing too fancy, I finally figured out how to make two background images work ! It took me a while to play around with some CSS but I finally got it to work. Yes, I'm very happy about that.

Another thing that I'm happy about it the fact that I have a computer of my own now. Yup, my Dad surprised me by fixing the old family computer (which is like, 6 years old) and my Mom convinced him to put it in my room. Doesn't sound like much, but with parents like mine it's a miracle. I have to admit the computer did give me loads of trouble while I was trying to install years worth of updates on it, but it seems to have calmed down and is working smoothly.

So that means no more sharing with my brother and I can design whenever I want as long as it's not too late in the night. My mother already threatened me saying if I did anything stupid it would be the first and last time I see a computer in my room. Cheery no? On a higher note, my FTP clients finally WORK! I don't know why, but I was testing it out on my brother's computer and everything connects perfectly again. I think my router was pmsing or something...

As far as content goes, it'll be up. I'm starting on some stuff and they'll be up sometime in the week. Or if I feel up to it I can add some tonight. This weekend I'm busy with some other things and I have to do all my homework on Sunday... Until then, see you!

[EDIT] Just added three new avatars, more to come :D[/EDIT]